(X) Cleaning

Jan28-7.25pm My Mood is: Cool, but a lil tired.

I busted my butt yesterday. George and I only had 3 hours of sleep, we were up all night. Not really doing anything significant, just kinda being lazy on the computer lol, just not goin to bed. So we paid for it. We were tired all day lol. Class was alright for me, and from what I hear his Psych class was alright too. When we got home, however, we had to bust butt to clean the carpets, organize and clean the living room and kitchen, basically get everything nice for our houseguest that came today. George and I moved a bunch of the boxes out of the guest room and into the attic, and then Kimberly and I stripped the place when she got home. We made the bed with the new sheets and everything, and I vacuumed and dusted a bit. We also reorganized the linen closet lol, and I had to clean and organize our bathroom so she would be able to use it too. George got the fun job of shampooing the stairs while Kimberly and I were in the guest room, my poor diligent Lovee lol.
Today was a lil of yesterday, but with more sleep lol. Last touches for everything, and then I lazed a bit on NeoPets (I'm really loving the NeoQuest, its like Final Fantasy 1 but not lol.
Our guest is a family friend of Kimberly's and she'll be staying until Sat. She's really nice, but she's here on family business so I guess we really won't see her much. I was kinda worried that I'd seem like some reclusive freak, simply because I only have one class where I leave the house lol, the other one's online, and other than that I usually only go downstairs to eat or let the dogs out. Maybe I am just a reclusive freak lol.

(X) Butterfly Effect

Jan26-o4 12.05am. My Mood is: Pretty Good.

Yesterday and Today have been rather good. Yesterday I think I just kinda hung out for a while lol, did not much of anything until Kimberly offered me to go see a movie with her. We went and saw Butterfly Effect with Ashton Kutcher. With all the hype about him, we ended up having to listen to some whistles etc, but other than that we were rather undisturbed. Except by the movie, that was one DISTURBING movie, it was really awesome! I loved it, I jumped so many times, and then had a hard time getting to sleep last night because of the stuff that kept going through my head. It's a reeeeally good movie that disturbs Janna, 10 points. I will own it lol. Afterwards, Kimberly and I went to pick up George, and met up with Russ along the way (he was waiting to pick him up too.) We all went to a Mexican restuarant(sp) and I got the seafood soup. The thing was HUGE and I got to crack open crab legs the first time! lol. I had a whole Half-A-Crab in that bowl, half a body and like 6 legs attached lol. It was awesome. Well, like 4 legs and 2 pincers or something lol. It was really cool. I got most of it in the take home bowl, there was no way that I could have eaten it all there, but I shall make a valiant attempt at home lol.

Today I just kinda hung out again lol. Worked a lil on my page (in vain) and then played some D2 with Tyler for a while. It was nice to go hack and slash for a while, even if it was with the character I've been neglecting. I wore my new Curious George shirt today. Kimberly got it for me yesterday when we were piddling time away in Target. Its so cute lol. I love it. Matches my Curious George locket ;) When George got home we screamed through his homework and then went to hang out with Todd and Debbie. We watched a lil of "Dude Where's my Car" on tv lol (more Kutcher, but by accident) and then watched "Goodbye Lover." It had Ellen DeGeneres and that crazy blonde lol. It was pretty twisted, only slightly predictable. I liked it.

Now however I'm kinda tired lol. It's been a good couple of days. Let's hope I can make it a streak ;) Now if only I could fix that problem with my webpage... lol >FOOP

(X) Frustrated

Jan24-o4 2.10am. My Mood is: Frustrated, tired.

Ihad such an ok day too... I woke up, did mostly nothing all day (it waspretty boring actually.) I played some NeoPets, did some laundry, blahblah blah. Worked on redesigning my website. I'm never happy with it.Kimberly and Russ went out to Mazatlan so I got to ride along lol. Ihad some yummies, and have some for later too. It was even ok when wepicked G up.. we had food for him, and kinda play forced him intocoming with on a drive through the fog. He was nice enough to put upwith our spontaneaity so we could go. (He's not really all thatspontaneous a person. But after a long day at work he deserves to be alil homebodied I guess.) Driving through the fog was kinda scaryactually,not being able to see the road and all.

We got home, ended up on thecomputer of course. I still didn't do anything. Played with photoshopfor my page, did some awesome stuff that I'm really proud of. Check itout, and if you see that awesome looking thing in my blog box, its agraphical representation of the Purple Heartwood Obelisk that my bestfriend T made me. I'm all happy lol. I loved making it for the site,and can't wait till he sees it and gets a kick out of it. The rest ofthe page however was a wench. I did learn how to make hover-links glow(took forever, but I'm better for it lol.) Trying to work out theharmony between links for a dark blog box and a light website has beencrappy. I don't want to have a dark website this time, the dark purplewas awesome, but it's time for a change lol. Already, after less than amonth. Should give you an idea on how often I change my site. I want todo a lighter purple, but its annoying me. Eh, who knows what I'll endup doing.

I was a little frustrated at my website and feeling tired so, something inharmonious happened. Outof nowhere I say something I think is funny, just for the sake ofsaying it, but it takes him a minute to follow and my being tired and quick of temper dragged it where it didn't need to be.Par for the course, so don't worry. We worked on it once I calmed downand straightened out my mind, and we resolved to help me work on mynasty lil temper and our patience. Once I fall asleep though I'll wakeup toanother day of stuck in front of my moniter for 18 hours, that's reallyno one's fault but my own. I could do something besides Neopets andwander aimlessly, I'm just too bored too. Sigh. I do have homeworktomorrow. Maybe that will cheer me up lol. Something different. I triedto do it today, but was too bored-out-of-my-mind to pretend to payattention. I just need to sleep, a long time, like... forever, orsomething. Sigh. Nite.

(X) Rut

Jan21.04 03:06pm: My Mood Is:Tired, lil worn.

This theme won't stay,I'm on some un-solicited test run of Xanga premium, so the prettyswirly thing you see up there isn't me lol. I kinda like the formatthough, but I don't think I'd pay to be a pink swirl. I'm not smartenough to make another purple version for myself. I mean I am, but I'djust get tired of it and have to redesign it over and over againlol.


I've only recently woken up, we were up late last nightdoing nothing again. I played Neopets and he played a couple gameshimself. Most of the day went like that I think. We woke up late, WAYlate, like 3 hours past when he was supposed to get up for school,though I vaguely remember seeing the clock around the time that heshould have left the house. Must have bumped me, or heard the alarmdying. Eh. *shrug*. "Shrug"... Reminds me of Krug. Maybe I should tryto run Dungeon Siege today. I love that game, but itruns so poorly on my computer. I do miss playing other games though. Asmuch as I love Neopets, I miss Diablo2, Dungeon Siege, I wish I couldload up my FRIGGIN COPY OF NEVERWINTER NIGHTS AND TRY IT OUT!!! BUTNOOOOOOOO! Stupid Laptop. Anyway lol.
So I'm sittin here.Craving a burger. They had McD's last night (but I can't eat it.) So Iwas breathing in the burger all night lol. ... I've had some whippedcream! Great breakfast. I'll need to go eat something else here in alil while. lol.
I don't know what we're doing. If we'restaying here or going home. I really want to go home. I mean, I knowthat there are so many wonderful opportunites for college here, butgod, if we kill eachother because we're always around eachother andhave no distractions, what good is it worth. "Yes K, I'd love to stayhere and go to school, even if George and I don't work out." Stamp"Heartless Bisnitch" on my forehead now so the scar sets in by the timeit happens please. I can't do that, but I feel that's what wouldhappen. I miss my friends, my distractions, Yes G, My Rut! I can builda new rut no matter where I go, its how much I'm doing that determineshow happy I am. I'm kinda the type of person who needs to just go drivearound for a while, go to a kareoke place and sing like a moron, go toa lan place and play a game that doesn't run on my stupid laptop whilegetting fragged by 10 other people I barely know! (Pardon my use ofFrag, to all the real gamers out there, I'm sure its an affront to your1337//355.) I'm just bored and lonely. I'm happy he has a friend, butyou know what: I don't see what you and that one friend are going todo, wandering around Lodi and Stockton, where's theres very little todo. At least in AZ, where there's very littlt to do, the very littlethere is, is VERY interesting.
Alright, I'm going to go nowbefore my rant turns into some kind of a, well, evil rant...

(X) Todd And Debbie

Jan18.04 11:25pm: My Mood Is:Kinda Blah, mostly from being tired.

Today I mostly did nothing. Lol. I sat online and played with Neopets.com, played a bunch of games, wasted some neopoints (mostly saving up for a paintbrush or something lol.) Talked to Ty a bit, thought about working more on all those pix from AZ that I scanned yesterday lol. But in the end I mostly just played games.


We went out with George's friend Todd and his girlfriend Debbie. They were pretty cool people, but the beginning was kinda tense. See, there isn't really anything to do here in Cali lol. Not at 7 on a Sunday. So we finally decided to go out for pizza, which we went dutch on. (George had no cash so I paid, and left a real tip along with my patented JannaTip lol.) After stuffing ourselves we went driving around again, and found ourselves at Hard Luck Tattoo, pricing some tattoos and digging through the designs. I need to start redesigning the one I lost sniff. OH I also applied at that pizza parlor from before lol, they had a sign advertizing for a cashier. If that's all I do, and maybe wait tables, I'll be fine. No cooking the pizzas for Janna. I'm gonna go home smelling like them anyway, I just don't want to put my hands in other people's food, I'd adverse to it. After the tat parlor we ended up at Debbie's house for a while, bathroom pit stop and we just gelled a bit. George talked with Debbie's dad about computers lol, and I sat and watched the end of GIJane, where I noticed a scrawny pale guy who looked SO MUCH like Viggo Mortenson. I was so happy when the credits rolled around and I had been right lol. He has put on some muscle since he did that role lol. Bodybuilding does the frame well ;). Anyway, that was pretty much my day. Not a bad day, mostly empty. Though a job would be annoying, it would give me something to whine about lol, and some money for doing it. I need to have some money whether we decide to stay or go to AZ.
I'm going to see if I can talk George into spending the day with me tomorrow, hopefully we'll deposit his check and then go wander around Barnes in Stockton for a while. We have a bunch of giftcards to use up lol. (I can never have too many books...)

(4m) Goals

Happy New Year.

My goals in life:

Get a Biology degree.
Get a teaching degree (post-secondary).
Learn to fire a handgun.
Get back into shape. Running, hang, crunches.
Spend some weekends with friends.
Feel like I could win another lingerie contest (goes for getting back into shape.)
Sleep a regular schedule.
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